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08:06 pm
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New Journal
Wow I haven't wrote in here for a while.
I been writing in another journal of mine
So for those who want to read:
www.suicidegirls.com/members/Malinko
Thats my journal
enjoy fuckers!
:P
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12:58 am
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Today
I just saw the documentary movie "Super Size Me"
It was amazing... I am never eating at a fast food place again!
Tomorrow I am going to NOTtawa (NOT because ottawa doesn't really exisit **inside joke to the RW people**) to Protest. Don't waste my tax money on shit that doesn't even work...
"Shame on you Mr. Bush"
Current Mood:  groggy
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10:28 am
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Thoughts
I need to get away.
I'm going to go far away.
Well I'm going to leave the southshore and the city of Montreal. Need to get away from places and people for a while. I think I'll spend a few days in the country... or Quebec City.. or maybe my Aunt's
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10:21 am
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12:34 pm
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My life
Is on the edge of the border line.
Its fine but one mishap one mistake will just throw me right off course, and I might just hit the ground next time.
Current Mood:  confused
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03:16 pm
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I Hate, I Love
I Hate when people ignore me.
I Hate when people don't say hi.
I Hate being hung up on.
I Hate that I never been in love.
I Hate annoying people.
I Hate when people are so shy.
I Hate colds.
I Hate when people make out.
I Hate headaches.
I Hate being alone.
I Hate being judged.
I Hate to Hate
I Love when people talk to me.
I Love when people say hi.
I Love geting phone calls
I Love that I never been in love.
I Love people who talk alot.
I Love being the one that has to talk.
I Love staying home and resting.
I Love to make out.
I Love sleeping.
I Love having time for myself.
I Love criticism.
I Love to Love
Hate-
1- To feel hostility or animosity toward
2-To detest.
Love-
1- A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
2- A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance.
3- An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object.
4- An expression of one's affection: Send him my love.
As you can see there are many meanings for Love, for Hate there is only one real meaning.
Hate comes first. I must Hate before I can Love. For we are human.
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12:34 am
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meh
I lost my septum piercing while blowing my nose.. I have another one but its ugly and made of copper...
I think Ill buy another one this week....
I hope I don't wake up tomorrow..that would be awesome!!
Current Mood:  Sick/sad
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04:09 pm
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Horrid
I have a cold..someone bring me soup? :(
It was horrible.. my nose is raw red grrrrrrr...
My internet is not working right grrrrrrrr...
I couldn't concentrate in school grrrrrrr...
The only two things that are good is that I caught my bus just in time.. yayy
and that I lost my septum ring in the grass and a nice old man and I went looking for it and found it! yayy
Today is blah
Current Mood:  numb
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10:26 am
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thinking
Man I had such a stressful weekend ,I didn't sleep to much last night. Least school is like only 4 hours today .. I don't think I'll be able to concentrate..Im going to be dazing off alot thinking about things. I always do that haha... Im always thinking most when I am at school...and I should be paying attention! Ah well sometimes school can't be the main thing on my mind.. I do have a life and feelings hehe.
I feel sick..I think I have a cold..my nose is all snotty..
I want another massage!!!!!
I want to cuddle and get warm hugs.. awww
I feel sad right now I don't know why..I just want to go back to bed and sleeeeeep!!!!
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07:56 am
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Blow Job
I just had the worst nightmare ever. *Pukes*
I had a dream I was taking a shower and my brother knocked on the door.He asked "do you like blow jobs?" and I asnwered honestly "i don't hate them but i don't love them.. i haven't sucked many dicks" Then he was like *brace yourself* " do you want to give me head?". I panicked... I locked the door.. and I whisphered "no your my brother!!!!!!"
"oh okay then.."and he walked away.
When I got out of the shower I heard porn in my Mother's room and my brother was in there
and then I woke up haha and it took me a few seconds to pull myself together
that was the most disturbing dream I ever had...
vjgkejkejgk
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12:54 am
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Did he even think of
Things seem to be well,
They were both in love,
Then it went to hell,
Did he even think of?
He broke her heart,
She could not take it,
Trashed her like bad art,
The girl went into a fit.
He ran up to her door,
But it was too late,
There was blood and gore,
This was her fate.
The rope around her neck,
The boy screamed and cried,
He was such a wreck,
"I shouldn't of lied".
Her bone all broken,
Did he even think of his mistakes?
The words were not spoken,
His body full of aches.
Did he even think of?
Did he even think of?
Its too late now...
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12:39 am
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Oh fuck..
Hannibal Lecter from "The Silence of The
Lambs"
Congratulations! You are a crazed genius. Now
making your home in a prison, you are still one
of the smartest guys around. You like to eat
brains, but are known for your outstanding
criminal mind.
Which Movie Villain Are You?
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01:37 am
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Feel good!!
Leave a comment with your name, or just a comment about anything & I will tell you what I really think of you.
Post this in your own journal so others can hear what you think about them.
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12:58 am
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*nervous Laugh*
I have a date on sunday.... my first date..haha..*nervous laugh*
what do I say and do!!
I need advice
*lol*
*runs away blushing*
im such a loser
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01:31 am
[Link] | I was on the bus..but I took the bus going in the other direction and the bus driver was really nice and he showed me where to go.
I waited for the bus and then this random bus driver in his bus drove up to me saying "if your going to the metro ill drive you there"
I accepted. HE WAS INSANE! He went through 2 red lights! He asked me "if you want to smoke you can" and then he lit a cigarette!! He was talking on a cellphone too...and then he left for 2 mins to go get food at the dep.. he left the bus on with the keys inside.I was like *I can steal this bus if I wanted*
Anyways I got really scared cause i thought maybe he wanted to rape me or kill me..
But he drove me to the metro and all is good
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01:50 am
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grfshbsfbh
Current mood: drained
Current music: wheres my speakers..!!
Current taste: my spit
Current hair: dirty.. and fucked up
Current clothes: pjs
Current annoyance: my bro is home..
Current smell: my dog
Current thing I ought to be doin: listening to music
Current desktop picture: some weird gothic looking bleeding girl
Current favorite band: dude..honestly i couldn't say
Current book: the ultra war
Current cd in stereo: electronic music
Current crush: hehe.. mmm I have my interests *blush*
Current favorite celeb: Angelina is hot..i dunno
Current hate: this headache
Smoke?: i don't smoke.. unless its to help a friend out *wink*
Have sex?: like two weeks ago...no 3..i dunno
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: YES had it again last night
Remember your first love?: i never loved..my dog i love him
Read the newspaper?: sometimes
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yes
Believe in miracles? yes
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yeah
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: depends
Consider love a mistake?: love has done tomuch damage
Like the taste of alcohol?: if its mixed with juice
Have a favorite candy?: lime! sour candy! twix bars!
Believe in astrology?: yes
Believe in magic?: yes
Believe in god?: i believe something is out there
Have any pets: Yes a dogand my family hehe
Go to or plan to go to college: haha duh
Have any piercings?: Yes
Have any tattoos?: yp
Hate yourself: never
Have an obsession?: Yes
Have a secret crush?: ummm maybe!!
Do they know yet?: not really..
Have a best friend?: Yes
Wish on stars?: yes
Care about looks?: Depends
-:- L-O-V-E L-I-F-E -:-
First crush: Brian I think
First kiss: when I was 16
Single or attached?: im single now
Ever been in love?: no.
Do you believe in love at first sight?: Yes
Do you believe in "the one?": Yes
Describe your ideal significant other: Funny, kind, caring, outgoing
-:-Juicy stuff-:-
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: yes
Have you ever been intoxicated?: Yes
Favorite place to be kissed?: Lips.. neck..stomach..down below!
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": no never
Are you a tease?: no i hate games
Shy to make the first move?: yeah sometimes..getting better these days ;)
-:-Appearance-:-
Hair: eep all different colors
eyes:green
Height: 5' 5"
-:-Last thing you-:-
Bought: a bag of ketchup chips
Ate & Drank:fruit juice and salad
Read: This shit
Watched on tv: dragon ball z
-:-EITHER / OR-:-
Club or houseparty: I prefer houseparty
Beer or cider: i dono.. cider?
Drinks or shots: drinks
Cats or dogs: dogs
Pen or pencil: pencil
Gloves or mittens: gloves
Food or candy: food
Cassette or cd: cassette
Coke or pepsi: Coke
This or that: THAT
-:-Who do you want to-:-
Kill: thats sick..no one
Get really wasted with: Stephanie
Look like: Nicole Kidman apparently
Be like: Heather P
Avoid: no on right now
-:-Last person you-:-
Talked to: Natasha
Hugged: some guy at foufs
Instant messaged: Massimo
Kissed: Jordon ahh
-:-Where do you-:-
Eat: basement
Cry: my room
Wish you were: in someones arms
-:-Have you ever-:-
Dated one of your best friends? no
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? no
Drank alcohol? Yes
Broken the law? Yes
Run away from home? no
Broken a bone? no
Played Truth Or Dare?: Yes
Kissed someone you didn't know? No
Been in a fight?: yes..meh
Come close to dying?: Yes
-:- What is -:-
The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: im not embrassed to show my cds
Your bedroom like?: its now offically clean..which is a first
Your favorite thing for breakfast?: i sleep through breakfast
Your favorite restaurant?: i hate eating out
-:- Random Questions -:-
What's on your bedside table: Alarmclock, lights and bracelets
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: hmmmm a sandwich
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: The lion King
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: hair remover lazer thing.
What is your biggest fear?: being lost soul
What feature are you most insecure about?: teeth
Do you ever have to beg?: Yes
Are you a pyromaniac?: hmmm no
Do you have too many love interests?: love..no
Do you know anyone famous?: Yep
Describe your bed: captain's bed
Spontaneous or plain?: Spontaneous
Do you know how to play poker?: nope
What do you carry with you at all times?: water bottle
How do you drive?: im a accient waiting to happen
What do you miss most about being little?: not having to gotojail
Are you happy with your given name?: yeah
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year? 50$ dude im broke i don't care.. haha i dunno 3 million and its a deal
Have you ever been in a play?: oh yeaaah
Bestfriends?:I have best friends
Do you talk a lot?: sometimes
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: yes
Do you think you're cute?: uh i guess im not ugly
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?:no they are my friends
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: yes
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?:I think nothing of it, its normal
Current Mood:  drained
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07:26 am
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Over protective
Yes it is sweet when someone is protective of you and care for you and wants to watch out for you. But it is very annoying when one is OVER protective.
When my brother may be protective of me its very very annoying and I wish he would go away. Sure I appreciate that he wants to help me and protect me but sometimes its soo annoying and pointless and embrassing.
When I hear stories of guys being protective over thier friends..or their family I find it so sweet and its actually a attractive quality. Showing that they care. Alot of my friends have said that my brother seemed more attractive when he was trying to protect me. I don't think so of course haha but I do have to agree that it is a attractive quality when a male does this.
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02:12 am
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Lip
Saturday: I was at a bar and a man by accident had his smoke in my direction and it hit my lip.
It stung. Lots. But the pain went away.
I looked in the mirror at my friend's house and to my horror..BLISTERS on my bottom lip! My lip was a little swollen.
The next day, EVEN WORST!! BIG FAT UGLY WEIRD..WHITE GOO ON MY LIPS!
My friends didn't ask anything about it..I told them what happen..im glad they didn't ask though..its polite.
On my way home tonight..it was horrible. "Ew whats that on her?" is what I heard from a young lady on the metro.
"Did you that girl? Did you see her calaluses? The girl with the braceltes"
Oh and i can't forget my "lip swollen fan club".. "do you think she heard us? I wonder how big it is..she keeps hiding her face. I say she has a mouth full of them!"eww""ahh"
"hahaha"
I covered my face the whole time home.. put people still saw. My fan club even waited for me at the bus stop to get a better look. I wasn't mad.. I would of been mad if I had some disease..or that I didn't brush well. But hey it was a cigratte burn..i don't have some weird puss virus.
I was just disspointed. Duh its there, yay you can see,I knooow its there loser.
I wanted to run up to my fan club, shove a lighter in their face and tell them a crazy story that my exboyfriend beat me up and burned my lips with his lighter and that you are sticking up for him and not for the victim (me)
Yes thats not a true story but i would of loved to of told it!!
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07:31 am
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Boys
Are confusing.
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10:16 pm
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random pic of the day haha
I thought he was drunk, but apparently he was sober. "I don't drink.. I don't smoke, I don't sniff anything" I was like "wow sir, thats really great!!"
"oh but I do shoot up!"
"oh haha well that makes alot of difference"
This man didn't know much English... fuck he had to be on something cause he kept repeating the same things "whats your name..blah blah"
Then he was asking for my number.. I thought he might be joking around, but I don't think he was. You meet alot of crazy people at 3am in the morning. But we had a funny chat and he was entertaining. Jordon seem to be getting upset more and more when I was talking to this man from Africa. He didn't show it at first but later on during the night he was showing the man that he was with me, and not to mess around. Although Jordon and I are not dating.
When we were outside of Foufs Jordon was arm and arm with some girls calling cat names to them. I didn't care..but I thought it would be fun to pretend I did. So I walked away from him , he saw me and yelled "Heather.. Heather.. Heather!!"
I kept walking.. and then I turned around and he said "hey.. were going to leave in 5 mins"
Later on while I was talking to the man from Africa, Jordon was sitting beside me and he yelled "hey sexy" at some random girl. I was then getting angry wondering why he is doing this so I gave him a hard shove and turned away and he put his arm around me and was like "don't worry im joking"
I am at this point where I look at him and think "ewwww" and other times "woooow".
I'm not sure if I could ever date him.
All my friends say he likes me, I'm just going to not do anything unless he wants to start something.
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